Sunday, 14 October 2012

insane and insecure

I am actually quite happy, despite the regular bitching that I do here. It is comforting, that somebody actually gets concerned, but otherwise, studying, sort of, abroad is nice.

Hard to say, what would have happened if I stayed in Latvia. The most likely case would be this really awkward alienation from my ex-mates and so on because of the shitty things I did in summer. On the other hand, if I had known that I will have to make a decent living in Latvia, maybe I wouldn't have done the things I did. In either case, I can still see myself here for a while.

For some reason, Rage Against The Machine is back into my playlist, a guilty pleasure.

While the first paragraph stays true, today was actually incredibly empty, despite the class showcase event thingy. I got drunk, what a surprise, I failed to be productive, I got home hungry, ate fucking everything and now I am tired.

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